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Monthly Archives: April 2007
想起
晚風輕輕地, 將髮絲帶到我的視線中。不想刻意地將頭髮撥開, 因為今天的晚風, 很舒服。
就任它吹吧。
在方塊格子林立之間, 我等著往南方的公車…
於是又想起了離別那一天︰
行李終於整理好了, 空下來的時間, 卻只佔了錶上的幾小格。“可不可以不要走…?” 我問。其實這種荒唐的問題不用問也知道答案, 但是到了這種時刻, 我的思緒早已打結, 像是在走不出的迷宮中一直大聲呼喊求救。我抱著他, 好幾分鐘沒有說話, 不是沒話說, 而是說不出話來…我覺得頭好昏, 眼前的景象好像在扭曲。”可不可以不要走…”
他家人在呼喚他了, 要載他到機場。我並不想跟著去, 想到當初送他到美國那種難受的心情, 這次我怎能受得了?我討厭離別的場面…已經太多次了…太多…太多…
回神, 他的家人還在問我要不要去機場, 我及時憋住我的淚水, “沒關係, 我先走好了。” 於是, 我們一起走出門口, 慢慢地步向我的車。地上的青草溼溼的, 樹頭的支幹也還光溜溜;一樣的景象, 一樣的空氣, 這次卻不是去 J.J. Beans 買咖啡, 或是去 Kino 聽音樂, 而是我車子啟動開往南方數十公里後不知多少天多少個小時才能再見到他的離別。
車門關上了。他跟我隔著一片玻璃, 隔不著的是那沈重的空氣。沒有淚水, 沒有歡笑, 只有引擎啟動的轟轟聲, 提醒我是要採油門駛去的時刻了。最後的那一眼, 我看到了不捨, 看到了心疼, 已往露出亮白牙齒的招牌笑容看不見了…
掰掰。
晚風繼續吹著, 送著夏天快到的訊息…
八點鐘, 頭上的天空還是藍的。但是三個月後的今天, 我的心不藍。英國的工作簽證我拿到了。
下個月底, 我將飛向我的英倫情人。
UK New Voice ︰ Lily Allen
* Artist︰ Lily Allen
* Album︰Alright, Still
* Official Site︰http://www.lilyallenmusic.com
★ Lemonni 最愛 Top 2︰
Smile
Littlest Things
過了國中時期來到加拿大後, 我開始不再買流行音樂CD。也不是因為我就不聽了, 而是流行音樂常常廣播上就聽得到, 總覺得用不著買, 再說大部分的流行樂容易聽膩 (所以最近很想把 Zara 內部音響搞破壞), 就像我那些好幾年前買的 Backstreet Boys CD, 現在只能在架子上冬眠。不過我也不會把它們丟掉,只是很少很少會想起那樣的旋律而把它們拿起來溫故。後來買的非流行CD, 幾乎都是 Jazz, Bossanova, Electronica, World Music, 或 Movie Soundtrack等可以隨心情挑選的音樂。
就是在去年九月份間, 當我在瀏覽 Aritzia.com 找工作時, 我聽到了這首 Smile。當時的 Aritzia.com 還特別 feature 這位來自英國的新生代女歌手 Lily Allen。不曉得為什麼, 那時在準備面試時只要聽到她的音樂, 我就會信心倍增, 隱約在腦中看見自己每天在 Aritzia 內部上班的情景…
那段時光拖了好一陣子, 直到十二月初才確定我的 dream job 幻滅。但 Lily Allen 的音樂並沒有離開我腦中。她雖然是英國當紅偶像歌手, 可是她的音樂風格跟北美這裡的流行音樂卻有很大的不同。有點像是…日本的 Aiko 唱搖滾樂, 清純歌聲中帶點 funkiness, 帶點叛逆。
但我還是沒有買 Lily Allen 的 CD。如果說只因為幾首好聽的歌就去買 CD, 這種衝動的事我很久前就決定不做了。再說, 偶爾能在 radio 聽到她的聲音, 甚至是在 Zara, 這樣對我來說也足夠了。
直到後來收到 Poan 從英國寄來的包裹, 發現裡面居然有一張 Lily Allen 的 CD!! 就這樣, Lily 的音樂在我的每天寄生了好一陣子︰公車上, 出門前, 睡覺時… 一直一直聽。不過, 我不覺得這張流行樂會被我遺忘在角落, 和那些當年的流行音樂擺在一塊兒。因為, 當我聽到 Smile, 我會想到那逐夢求工作的秋天;當我聽到 Littlest Things, 我會想到在公車上望著窗外細雨時, 想著他。







Breaking the Beats
Breaking the Beats is the project I worked on a little while ago. It is a documentary photo essay about B-Boys, breakdancers. I was really fortunate to have met such group of interesting and cool B-Boys. They accepted me as part of their group right away, and take care of me everywhere we go. It’s been a while since I had to line up or pay for clubs :) I am not sure what the stereotype is out there about B-Boys. For me, I am really appreciative for them to take me in the circle so fast, as I am such an unlikely kinda guy to be in the sub-culture.












Anyways, in the two months we hung out together, I was taken to clubs, trainings, performances, parties, gyms, trains, homes, everywhere! Just basically lived the life they have. We even almost went to Copenhagen together! There is no drama in the documentary piece, but I hope their personalities shine through in the pictures. The stories are in 4 small segments. Life, Jams, Work, and On Stage. I think break dance is one of the most amazing dances in the world. The motions are so beautiful, fluid, and athletic. Graceful sometimes. Aggressive sometimes. Full of surprises all the time… Alright, without further ado,
Breaking the Beats
03/22/2007 Hackney, London.
Alatin hangs out by his car with his twin brother Slatin at the garage where Alatin used to work. Alatin is currently jobless so he can only do break dance training one or two times a week when he has the money for pay for shared studio time. Other than break dancing, Alatin’s favourite thing to do is driving around town in his Vauxhall Corsa.
04/04/2007 Holloway, London.
Bliss poses with his three best friends outside of a friend’s council flat. It was a Wednesday afternoon but none of them needed to be at work or school. Bliss skipped his job assistance class earlier that day.
03/01/2007 Oxford Circus, London.
After leaving a club seemingly unsatisfied with the dance he got to do that night, Alatin jumped on his car hood to do a freeze. A freeze is an athletic breakdance move that involves the dancer supporting him/herself often with one hand in acrobatic positions.
04/04/2007 Holloway, London.
Chatting away about music with his friends in a council building, Bliss pauses for a second to contemplate.
04/04/2007 Cockpit Theatre, London.
Bliss works as a theatre production assistant sometimes to supplement his income. While waiting around for instructions from the stage manager in the equipment room, Bliss kills sometime by practicing his breakdance moves.
03/24/2007 Lilian Baylis Theatre, London.
Marley listens to instructions intently from the choreographer. Marley is a member of a youth dance group, Raw SKillz. He also majors in dance in college.
02/03/2007 Liquid Club, Peterborough.
Bliss concentrates on thinking about his next move at this breakdance jam in Peterborough. To promote the club, the club manger paid The Imperial Steps Crew, among others, to travel to Peterborough to dance at this special “B-boying Night”.
03/22/2007 The Social Club, London.
Oblivious of the crowded dance floor, a couple kisses passionately. Meanwhile, Vit navigates in the crowd trying to find a bigger space to perform his athletic breakdance moves.
04/04/2007 Cockpit Theatre, London.
After finishing a day of work as a production assistant, Bliss brags how much better he is than some of the performers that night while performing a hand stand to prove his point.
04/07/2007 Riverboat, Windsor.
Illegal waits to perform with two other dancers from the Imperial Steps Crew at an Indian girl’s 21st birthday party on a riverboat. Illegal is a semi-professional dancer who sells used cars as a day job.
04/07/2007 Riverboat, Windsor.
Vitamin warms up while waiting to finalize some performance details with the birthday party host. For about 15 minutes of work Vitamin and 2 other dancers (Illegal and Kid) got paid 200 pounds. However, Vitamin said gigs at birthday party or weddings only come their way about once every 2 months.
03/24/2007 Lilian Baylis Theatre, London.
Raw Skillz performing on stage in front of a full house in a youth dance show. The crew prides themselves on their fusion style that combines contemporary dance with breakdance.